I ask her how it was
seeing the man
whose voice narrates
the silent post coital scenes
in that old film of memories
I play
from time to time
And she unfolds
the magic of the evening
as if taking something precious
from delicate wrapping
placing it
gently
in front of me
I am as fine boned
as this fragile memory
any swift movement
or cutting phrase
could crush me
as I want her words
put pull warily away
from each exquisite detail.
I remember.
We were ugly,
but we had his music.
Time after time
he would arrive
with honest words,
whilst we would lie
naked
our heavy breathing
accompaniment
to every track.
Now,
no less ugly
but more polished
I'm here on the shelf
with my dusty memories
I still have the music
but without them,
the lovers of my past,
it doesn't sound the same
anymore.
when I shared this with her, she shared this with me, so I'm sharing it with you. we all have our Leonard Cohen memories, sung, in stanzas or unspoken. The one below is Emmy the Great's. It's pretty great.
p.s if you don't have a Leonard Cohen memory, go out and get one.
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