Shoe String Fries, And Other Small Mercies

So I'm sitting

slouched

in a corner

glaring at the world over the top of my

whiskey,

waiting

(watch out guys,

I have a steak knife)

I start tapping away

and realise

that's

how a lot of things start.

Not with steak knives

but with a drink in my hand

and a

bad

attitude

(my teachers always told me,

they were right,

you know,

I guess

some things never change)

I'll order another

(nowhere to be

nothing to do

that can't wait 'til

tomorrow,

next week,

after everything's

over)

I'll sit here

poking a piece of flesh

whiskey breath

trying not to glare

those frown lines

are deep enough

eyes

flicking between

two screens.

It's always the best way to spend

money you wish you never had to earn

nights you

wish you could remember

whiskey breath

you know you'll probably forget

those things you had to do

they can wait

anyway.

Everything fades.

the day

the faces

and you're thankful

for shoe string fries

and other small mercies

(the fact you can never remember

small mercies)

One drink to remember

two to forget

three

and that's when it starts to get fun

let's see if we can find the next thing

you'll eventually

wish had never begun.

Slouched over a fork full of

shoe string fries

and small mercies

and the whiskey the barman

promised

would be smooth and smokey

it's a small mercy there are only

meters to shuffle

in shoes that don't match

yep,

small mercies

it's wednesday and we're

more than half way there

so cheer up

drink up

shuffle on home and be thankful

that at least there are an abundance

of

small

mercies.